Posted in Book Reviews

Then She Was Gone: A Book Review

Then She Was Gone is a horrific tale of a mother whose daughter went missing ten years ago, unsettled by the mystery regarding her death. She soon meets Floyd and his daughters Poppy and Sara Jade, who slowly piece her back together, but bring back previous questions that still need to be answered. What really happened to her daughter? 

I’ll give Lisa Jewell this: she definitely had me more and more disturbed as the story progressed. The moment you think the story couldn’t get more suspenseful, horrifying, and all around shocking, she adds another twist to it. Do not confuse my reading progress (which was 5 months) to mean lack of interest. I simply was so dumbfounded with how horrifying some of these chapters were. There was even a point where I had to put the book down and just breathe for a moment, because I was definitely on the edge of my seat at some parts. 

Of course, do not take the synopsis at just face value. There is definitely more Jewell has to offer besides the missing child plot line. Her language throughout the book, especially in regards to descriptions, were amazing in my mind. As pointed out by another reviewer on GoodReads, Chelsea Humphrey, not only were they eerily descriptive and complex but they were also not too lengthy and complicated either. She used the Goldilocks Effect in her writing style, making sure you understand the characters, their inner dialogue, and their personalities and how it affected the plot, but didn’t give too much away and lose readers in the process. 

Unfortunately though, I was not able to give this book the perfect five stars, but instead a four out of five. There were points where I did not like the main character simply because she was not the best mother to her other children. Albeit realistic, it was definitely hard to read through the parts where Laurel highly favors her lost daughter, Ellie, and almost despises her other children, especially Hanna. It was a shame there wasn’t more dialogue between Laurel and Hanna in regards to what happened, and I would’ve liked to see some more chapters on that and for Laurel to face the consequences of her preferential treatment towards her kids. 

I also was not a big fan of Poppy. I can’t imagine a child being perfect, no well written character can be, but when I read the synopsis, implying that Poppy took, “Laurel’s breath away,” I wasn’t imagining Poppy to be so…annoying. Again, I know she’s a child, but throughout the book there is a theme where Poppy and Laurel’s golden child, Ellie are similar. And seeing as they are being compared, I had high hopes. Of course, it’s possible that Laurel is just grieving, and her perspective, emotionally wise, isn’t always consistent with the actual events of the story. But Poppy’s dialogue was definitely hard to get through at times. Especially when Floyd only encouraged her and the, “I’m not like other girls,” pretentious persona she reeked of.  

One final detail I want to note is that on the surface, it seems like the mystery is solved in the very beginning, especially since the book has multiple perspectives. But I want to encourage you to continue reading it, because on the surface it’s solved, but it’s a lot more sinister as you continue reading. I was definitely disturbed multiple times by the different POV’s. Not because it was irritating or hard to get through, but because some of the characters are so emotionally disturbed and their rationale of their actions were more disturbing then the actual actions they committed.

Posted in Wrap Ups and Challenges

2020 End of the Year Book Tag

Hello! I have so many ideas for posts this month. However many of them fit better with the middle to end of December rather than the beginning. So I decided to do a book tag that @Inskyreads is doing for their Blogmas posts. Feel free to check them out!

Are there any books you started this year that you need to finish?

According to Goodreads, I have been reading Then She Was Gone for FOUR MONTHS. It’s a very good book, but 2020 has been a mess and caused me to go into a slump and lose passion for the book community and blogging as well. Luckily my break of sorts has rejuvenated my passion so here I am. I have less than 50 pages left so hopefully I can finish it by the end of this week and maybe even post a review! But if I keep getting distracted I did plan specific days to read and if that doesn’t work I’ll post in January. Lord help me.

Do you have an autumnal book to transition into the end of the year?

I am notorious for book slumps just because my health is kind of iffy at times and I tend to get distracted very easily. So whatever I’m reading I read. However, I did originally plan to read The Raven Tower by Ann Leckie once I was done with the book I’m reading right now. However, that may be subject to change. Unfortunately when I did the Olympic Games Readathon (a readathon inspired by Percy Jackson and greek mythology) my health crashed because of college finals. However, I do plan to finish it (even though it’s been long over) just for peace of mind. 

Is there a new release you’re still waiting for? 

I don’t really look into new releases just because there are new books released every day and I just don’t have the money or time to keep up with them all. I’m super interested in The Book of Longings by Sue Monk Kidd. A ton of other books that I’m interested in aren’t super new releases. 

What are three books you want to read before the end of the year?

I’m not going to even answer this one. 

Is there a book you think could still shock you and become your favorite book of the year?

Then She Was Gone is getting super intense right now, especially since it’s towards the end of the book. So much so that I have to do deep breathing to get through some of the pages. However, I don’t think it’s going to top Slay by Brittney Morris. It’s a fantastic read and as a writer and reader I wouldn’t change a single thing about it. And that’s saying something. 

Have you already started making reading plans for 2021?

I would like to finish the 2020 Olympic Games Readathon (yes I KNOW I’m super late) and just complete the prompts. I also want to finish a combo of older books that are family owned and some that I’ve bought this year. This year I’ve read a ton of more darker themed books, especially surrounding death and murder. So I’m hoping to read more fantasy related books. 

If any of you would like to join me in this tag, feel free to tag me in your post so I can read it! If you haven’t noticed, I also edited my entire website as well. It took me a lot of time and effort, so I hope you like it. I’m going to do a few last minute touches soon but for the most part, this is it! 

I’m curious though, has 2020 caused you to read MORE or LESS? Have you been more productive because of quarantine? Please let me know!

Posted in Lifestyle

How I Refined My Reading

If you look at my book reviews I have a certain system. Anything in the one to two stars range means I probably did not finish it, and therefore, will not even write a review (unless it was an assigned reading.) Three means that it made me feel a neutral emotion. I don’t hate it, but I certainly don’t love it either. Four stars means I really liked it, but as a reader and writer means that there are things I would change about it. Which means that five stars means that it is absolutely perfect in my eyes and I wouldn’t change a single thing.

I tend to not read books that don’t get a four or higher. Not because I’m not picky, I definitely do have certain preferences, but because I am well aware of what I like and dislike. I only have four books in my DNF (did not finish) section on Goodreads. Two of them were books I had in my library since middle school, and therefore did not speak to me as an adult reader. 

I am quite proud of being self aware of my reading tastes and doing proper research on the books I am interested in. I don’t like buying or checking out books that won’t be a proper investment, not just in monetary value, but also in time. I tend to go into an inner rage when I read books that have caused me a waste in time because time isn’t something you can get back. (If you’ve seen my snapchat the evidence speaks for itself.)

How I ensured this wouldn’t happen all started with this simple question: What books did I like as a kid? 

Now of course, our book preferences may have changed since we were eight, but I would like to think that there is a reason my younger self liked those books. One that stuck out to me the most was Harry Potter, so I started there. Growing up, I was obsessed with that series. Not necessarily because of Harry himself, but because of the magic, the lore, the character development, the boarding school idea, and more. I don’t plan on reading Harry Potter again, however I do have plenty of magic-focused fantasy books that I like. I have plenty about boarding schools too. 

Another book that stuck out to me growing up was Arthur Miller. I loved The Crucible and Death of a Salesman. So when I had major health issues that affected my reading, that made me fall into a further depression, I decided to read plays. The format is easily accessible to those who have health issues or crises of their own, and you could even finish it in a day if you wanted to. I’ve met some people who have even watched the play online and read it as they lines were being recited. Some of my favorite plays besides Arthur Miller is Sweat by Lynn Nottage, and if you watch the recording with it, The Complete History of America Abridged by Adam Long, Reed Martin and Austin Tichenor works too. 

Another key element that I liked about Arthur Miller was the theme of a character’s downfall and psychological decay. This led me into thrillers such as the one I am reading now (yes still) Then She Was Gone by Lisa Jewell. But more importantly, it led me into novels with deep but not outright commentary such as The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood, The Immortalists by Chloe Benjamin, Slay by Brittney Morris, and Good Omens by Terry Pratchett. 

But if you are in a place where you want something different, something new to what you have been reading, then I suggest reading a genre the exact opposite of what you are reading now. After a while, the books I was reading were getting depressing, so I opted to read something more comforting yet still in my ballpark (in this instance my love for books) and picked up the The Bookshop on the Corner by Jenny Colgan. 

If you are seeing all these recommendations or online shopping and getting overwhelmed I wouldn’t blame you. There are so many books to read and there’s no way you won’t be able to read all of them. How I tend to figure out what should be on my TBR (to be read) list is go to the best sellers list and read, yes actually read, the reviews. Goodreads can be a shitstorm at times, but some people on there know how to write a damn good review. If you can, booksellers tend to have some organized way of seeing the lowest and highest ratings. Be sure to look into why people rated the book so low. Some may not be for the best reasons, like being forced to read it for a class. While others may have good points that you may agree with. But also, see why people loved the book. If they really loved the romance in the book, and you’re not a fan of romance, then obviously don’t put the book on your TBR.

If book reviews are not enough and you, there are apps in the app store made specifically to find your tastes in books, films, etc. Some can be hit or miss, and honestly, I can’t say much in that area. However, if you are a fan of graphs and charts for you reading tastes, like you’re some study waiting to be observed, then I am aware of a few places you can go to.

Bookly is an app with a goal to get you to read more books. Not only does it time your reading, you can also make goals and have stats of how you improve your reading habits overtime. My favorite part of the app is when I finish the book, and I get an infographic about my time with said book. However, I do struggle with actually reading on a regular basis (especially with college), so of course I don’t always like to be reminded that I haven’t been reading. 

If free ARC’s (advanced reader copies) are in your area I LOVE BookSiren’s Stats and Trends portion on the profile section. They get data from your Goodreads (and other places if you like) and make a lot of different types of infographics about genres, popularity, gender, book length and a lot more. I have personally never have seen complex info like this, especially about my reading habits, that I could also understand. One of my goals for 2021 is to read more ARC’s and to read more ebooks, so any tips on how to do so (with my sensitive eyes) would be wonderful. 

To be quite honest, I meant for this blog post to be an anti-haul of sorts, to explain what I definitely do NOT like. But as you can see, it turned into something completely different. If you would like to see an anti-haul I would love to share it! It is definitely on my list in regards to content, it’s just a matter of where.